I consider myself lucky to be able to write today. Most other days, I worry about producing enough money to... well do about anything other than making ends meet.
When all I've got on my mind is finances, then even my sense of time gets warped. No sleep, no leisure, and no peace. Every minute is dedicated to chasing some arbitrary goal, but somehow life always throws you a curve ball. Life won't just give you what you want, and in a bad scenario, you find yourself spending more than you should even if you did all the right things.
I might have gotten my pronouns mixed up.
And I think I also lost sight of what I can control: my thoughts.
My situation hasn't changed, but with a rational mind, I can make a plan and have my emotions under check--which is how I got time to write this. Anxiety can take a rain check and come again in the future but not today.
Gotta chug forward.
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